i shall enter and entry..hehehehe
Thursday, September 02, 2004
hello peepz...
i know i have not been frequent in my entries..
and u guys probly bored of me by now..
haha..
maybe u were already bored b4..
oh heck..
i still love myself..
hehheeh..
anw here i am updating..
this week has been pretty interesting..
monday got a nice $15 present..hehe..
u know wat im talking about.. ;)
i love it.
then on tues i went to eat sushi
with kei n leilani..
it was really nice..
after the thing i promised tt i wldnt
eat sushi for the next five years..
but now as im writing this
i feel like eating..
but guess its cos im hungry...
and then on tues also..had a really good time..
in the evening..
had a kinda will n grace marathon
plus some added bonuses.
and i wish things cld be like tt forever.
as for the subject of marriage.
i am so unprepared.
but i love to dream about it.
about the beaches.
and the barefoot.
and my tube gown..
and the white shawl.
and the white tent.
with the white tables.
and the white canopy.
and the white gazebo..
where we will have our first dance.
and the white lilies..and tulips..
and everything else..
(god why am i describing a non-muslim wedding??)
haha..
but then again it is possible to
have such a wedding malay style..
cept tt of course my poor husband
has to sit on the sand to take his akad nikah..
or maybe sit at the gazebo..haha..
but to bersanding at the beach..and have the reception there..
wow..
and then i can take photos by the beach..
really love tt beach in the philippines
that eula valdes got married at..fucking beautiful..
subahannallah...
btw if u guys didnt know..
i love god.
i might not be a devout muslim..
but i believe in him and his powers.
i just wish i cld face him with all my sins staining my skin
and boiling in my heart..
are u there god? it's me farah...
-love-
--insignificant lies--
9:39 am
